date; Friday, July 13, 2007
Today, is gonna be the day, that they throw it all back to you.
Tell me that I won't feel a thing, so give me novocaine.
I'm so stressed now, I wanna break down and cry. I even thought about cutting my wrists but thats so dumbb its like just wasting your blood but i was wondering whether it would relieve you of this painn. I'm so sick of training 8 times a week, i'm sick of completeing all my school hw properly, i'm sick of having tuition, violin lessons and piano lessons.
Yknow, I wish you were more sensitive. As a mother, you've done nothing but treat me like a robot? Have you ever once considered how I feel? No, you haven't. Whether I like it or not, i have to go throughh withh it. I've like no free time at all.
Today, i want to give up everything and just lie in bed, and cry and cry and cry.
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