date; Thursday, August 2, 2007
she's perfect
and i can't catch up
i'm not perfect
i'm all messed up.
i feel this total lack of satisfaction in my academic area,it feels so drab,and i don't think i'm doing enough.mrs ng's always like,your class is gifted,you must do this-but i dont feel gifted,or anything that she says we are.
why do parents love so long in marriages-kids?ironically,its the kids who tore this one apart.i know you care,and it hurts me when you do silly stuff just to drown away your miseries.
school today:
relatively alright,time passed by pretty quick.you know,it's really strange how you can totally misintepret teachers,after mrs ng explained to us why mrs tong kept scolding us,i felt really guilty about hating her before-i dont hate her anymore,its kinda sweet that all she wants is for us to do our best and that she's worried we will fall behind if we keep missing class so she lectures us about it :)
i finally memorised from the inside out,magnificent,forever and at the foot of the cross,i only hope my memory will retain.
training soon,i feel fat.i'm going on a diet.
ss presentation tomorrow,chinese test.
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i think i'm stressed-i really do,strange how i never seem to look it.
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